Why did you bring all this happyness to me
Even if I didn't want it?
Why were you so perfect
That I couldn't desire anyone else in my life?
How did you know all the words I wanted to heard
If I tried to hide them deeply inside my frozen heart?
Why were you in my life
If I didn't deserve the best one?
How do your eyes always stare at mine
Like I was the only person on earth
That could understand all your feelings,
If I wanted you to love only me?
Why is the darkness so bright, the pain so sweet,
the cold so warm when you are with me?
Why can't I tell you these things
If I want so much forever stay by your side?
I just want to ask you to forgive me,
Cause during a long time
I was lost inside my doom and sorrows
Then, I found you, my true north,
my precious, my silmarill, my Beren.
Forgive me to forsake the Blessed Realms
And choose to love you.
(For Beren - February 2004)
